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    February 28

    Dream Believer

    どこが始まりで どこが终わりなんて
    気がつけば走ってたんだ
    タイトな雨にだって ヘビーな风にだって
    绝対に负けないスピードで
    Wake up!震える指先
    Get up!握(にぎ)り缔(し)めるてぎゅっと
    Stand up!息を深く吸ってまた
    世界は加速する
    It's gonna be O.k!
    飞び交(か)う彗星(すいせい)が 描く轨迹を 追いかけて
    (gonna) be O.K!
    光の中走る すぐそこにある 梦を信じて
    自分の宇宙(うちゅう)が 広がる感触(かんしょく)が
    楽しくてたまらないんだ
    强がりじゃなくて 形でもなくて
    见えないものを信じるパワー
    Wake up!前だけ见つめて
    Get up!何も恐れないで
    Stand up!息を深く吸ってまた 世界は加速する
    It's gonna be O.k!
    飞び交う彗星が 描く轨迹を 追いかけて
    (gonna) be O.K!
    言叶にはならない あふれる思い 抱(だ)いて未来へ
    この先にもっと 何が待ってるんだ
    それでもただ 走り続けていくんだ
    It's gonna be O.k!
    飞び交う彗星が 描く轨迹を 追いかけて
    (gonna) be O.K!
    光の中走る すぐそこにある 梦を信じて

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    何处才是起点
    终点又在何方
    如果能看清了就开始奔跑吧

    无论是不是暴雨倾盆 还是狂风猛烈
    必定全力奔跑 决不落于人后
    wake up!指间颤抖
    get up!用力紧*
    stand up!再深深呼吸
    一切都在加速

    it's gonna be OK
    彗星交错 飞翔天际
    追逐那划破天空的轨迹
    (gonna)be OK
    在阳光下奔跑 坚信梦想
    目标就在前方

    感觉到自己的
    海阔天空
    就无比开心
    并非在逞强 也不是刻意地
    去相信未知事物的力量
    wake up!只注视着眼前
    get up!无所畏惧
    stand up!再深深呼吸
    一切都在加速
    it's gonna be OK
    彗星交错 飞翔天际
    追逐那划破天空的轨迹
    (gonna)be OK!
    向着那无法描述充满艰险的未来
    尽力张开双臂

    在此之前
    到底在为何而踌躇
    就算这样也要继续跑下去
    it's gonna be OK!
    彗星交错 飞翔天际
    追逐那划破天空的轨迹
    (gonna)be OK!
    在阳光下奔跑 坚信梦想
    目标就在前方
    February 14

    テニスの王子様

        Final winter vacation of my uni life,only thing can worth to be memorized as monument is that I finish テニスの王子様,at long last,include OVA and movies...some kind of strange,feel lost,meanwhile expecting the sequel 新テニスの王子様 which will serial soon after by《JUMP S.Q》.以前不喜欢日本的动漫,抵制日货的爱国情结或个人因素影响吧,但事事都有例外,网王就是我的例外了,很励志向上的作品,really inspring!于是乎,我要和王子们一起加油!~
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    February 10

    老外辨别中国人的44条黄金法则(转自CHOLE老师BLOG)

         1.You look like you are 18. 你看起来好像才18岁(东方人普遍看起来后生, 呵呵)
         2.You like to eat chicken feet. 你喜欢吃鸡脚

         3.You suck on fish heads and fish fins.你吃鱼时会吸鱼头和鱼鳍(吃脑子聪明呀,老外他们都是直接切掉的)
         4.You have a Chinese knick-knack hanging on your rear view mirror. 你的车子后视镜上会吊中国摆设(我们家没有, 老爸不让, 说一看就是中国人, 俗, 郁闷) 
         5.You sing karaoke. 你唱KTV(唐人街才有的玩意儿)
         6.Your house is covered with tile.你的房子铺的是瓷砖(老外都是木板)
         7.Your kitchen is covered by a sticky film of grease.你的厨房覆盖着一层厚厚的油脂(爱炒东西的缘故)
         8.Your stove is covered with aluminum foil. 你的炉子上面有铝箔
         9.You leave the plastic covers on your remote control. 你的遥控器外面包着塑料(发现真的只有中国人才这样)
         10.You"ve never kissed your mom or dad. 你从没吻过你父母(中国人谁这样啊)
         11.You"ve never hugged your mom or dad. 你从没抱过你父母(我抱的)
         12.Your unassisted vision is worse than 20/500. 你的视觉想象力低于20/500(不知啥意思) 
         13.You wear contacts,to avoid wearing your "coke bottle glasses". 你戴隐形眼镜, 这样才能避免戴你的"瓶底眼镜"(怎么说得中国人好像都近视? 有些是为了眼睛看起来大点 呵呵)
      14.You"ve worn glasses since you were in fifth grade. 你五年级开始就戴眼镜了. (中国人都是爱学习的好孩子... 怎么又跟眼镜有关?)
      15.Your hair sticks up when you wake up. 你睡醒后头发会竖起来.
      16.You"ll haggle over something that is not negotiable. 你会为一些不可质疑的事情辩论. (无理取闹???)
      17.You love to use coupons. 你喜欢用折价券. (勤俭节约~~)
      18.You drive around looking for the cheapest petrol. 你为了最便宜的汽油费不息开着车子到处找. (恩, 我爸就这样)
      19.You drive around for hours looking for the best parking space. 你开着车子兜圈为了找到最好的停车位. (看来老外真的不太讲究这个.)
      20.You take showers at night. 你晚上洗澡. (我回来后也开始习惯早上洗了,没理由的 许多美国人都是早上洗, 不知道为什么)
      21.You avoid the non-free snacks in hotel rooms. 旅店房间里的非免费食品你都不吃. (那些东西都是over-charged了的, 谁那么笨啊)
      22.You don"t mind squeezing 20people into one motel room. 你不介意二十个人挤一间汽车旅房. (那也太抠门了吧...)
      23.Most girls have more body hair than you,if you are male. 如果你是男人, 那么你身上的体毛比大多数女人少. (又不是大猩猩, 老子要那么多体毛干什么?)
      24.You tap the table when someone pours tea for you. 别人为你倒茶你就用手敲一下桌子.(在广东茶楼尤其如此, 不然没礼貌)
      25.You say "Aiya!"and "Wah!"frequently.你经常说"哎(二声)呀(四声)" 和 "哇(四声)".
      26.You don"t want to wear your seatbelt because it is uncomfortable.你不喜欢系安全带因为安全带让你感觉不舒服. (晕~~~~~~~ )
      27.You love Las Vegas,slot machines,and blackjack. 你喜欢拉斯维加斯, 老虎机和二十一点. (中国人好赌, 地球人都知道)
      28.You unwrap Christmas gifts very carefully,so you can reuse the paper.你细心地打开你的圣诞节礼物, 因为你要留着包装纸再用. (我是叠叠整齐放在旧报纸堆里)
      29.You only buy Christmas cards after Christmas,when they are 50%off. 你只会在圣诞节后买圣诞卡, 因为他们打了五折. 
            30.You have a vinyl tablecloth on your kitchen table.你的厨房桌子上有一条抹布. (老外只有纸巾)
      31.You spit bones and other food scraps on the table.That"s why you need the vinyl tablecloth. 你把骨头和其他杂碎吐在桌子上, 所以你必须有抹布. (没吐在纸巾上的后果, 老外真是浪费...)
      32.You have stuff in the freezer since the beginning of time. 你的电冰箱存着一万年前的食物.
      33.You use the dishwasher as a dish rack. 你把洗碗机当碗橱
      34.You have never used your dishwasher. 你从来没用过你的洗碗机.
      35.You keep a Thermos of hot water available at all times. 你有一个热水瓶里面永远装着热水. (自来水不是人人都喝得惯的~~~何况自来水过滤器还不像普通话那样普及)
      36.You eat all meals in the kitchen. 你在厨房吃饭.
      37.You save grocery bags,tin foil,and tin containers. 你把用过的塑料袋, 锡纸和锡盘留着.
      38.You have a piano in your living room. 你客厅里有一架钢琴. (管他会不会弹, 看起来倍儿有面子)
      39.You pick your teeth at the dinner table (but you cover your mouth).你会在餐桌上剔牙, 但手遮着嘴.(老外不遮的吗??)
      40.You twirl your pen around your fingers. 你会转笔 (开发智力的呀,所以中国人聪明)
      41.You hate to waste food. 你讨厌浪费食物. (没去过大陆餐馆吃过饭的老外, 唉...)
      42.You have Tupperware in your fridge with three bites of rice or one leftover chicken wing.你冰箱里有三口剩饭和一只鸡翼.
      43.You don"t own any real Tupperware -only a cupboard full of used but carefully rinsed margarine tubs,takeout containers,and jam jars. 你家里没有任何家用塑料制品,只有一橱子洗过再拿来用的油瓶,饭盒和酱坛子。(LOCK LOCK)
      44.You also use the jam jars as drinking glasses. 你把果酱瓶当水杯用.
    November 16

    世界上最接近童话的地方

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    新天鹅堡旅游指南

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    King Ludwig II said.  "I intend to rebuild the old castle ruins of Hohenschwangau by the Pollat Gorge in the genuine style of the old German Knightly fortresses........the spot is one of the most beautiful that one could ever find. "

    Neuschwanstein Castle, royal palace in the Bavarian Alps of Germany, the most famous of three royal palaces built for Louis II of Bavaria, sometimes referred to as Mad King Ludwig, who grew up nearby at Hohenschwangau Castle

     Neuschwanstein Castle

    Begun in 1869 and left unfinished at Louis's death in 1886, the castle is the embodiment of 19th century romanticism. In a fantastical imitation of a medieval castle, Neuschwanstein is set with towers and spires and is spectacularly sited on a high point over the P?t River gorge.

    Neuschwanstein Castle

    The construction of the castle was carried out according to a well thought-out plan. The castle was equipped with all kinds of technical conveniences which were very modern, if not to say revolutionary at that time. Running water on all floors. The spring which supplied the castle with excellent drinking water was located 200 meters above the castle. There were toilets equipped with automatic flushing on every floor. A warm air heating system for the entire building. A hot water system for the kitchen and the bath.

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    The entire facade of the castle was covered with slabs of limestone. This material was found in Alterschrofen near Swan Lake (Swansee). The supporting walls were built of brick 

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    The Throne Room was created as the Grail-Hall of Parsifal. It was designed in elaborate Byzantine style. It was inspired by the Hagia Sophia in Constantinople (now Istanbul), the 2 story throne room with its series of pillars of imitation porphyry and lapis lazuli, was completed in the year of the Kings death in 1886. The most important object of this room, the throne, is missing.

    King Louis was a patron of the German composer Richard Wagner, and the third-floor rooms reflect Louis's love of the legends used by Wagner in his operas: for Tannh䵳er, a winter garden and stalactite grotto; for Lohengrin, the great chamber; and the unfinished Byzantine throne room, its vaulted ceiling supported by inlaid stone columns and decorated with stars. The Singers Hall on the fourth floor, with a coffered ceiling, is dedicated to the life of Parsifal, hero of another famous Wagner opera. 

    Singer's Hall

    The Singer's Hall occupies the entire 4th floor of the castle and is a copy of the Minstrels Hall of the Wartburg Castle.

     

    Bedroom

    In contrast to the other rooms, the Bedroom is sumptuously carved in the Neo-Gothic style. 14 woodcarvers are said to have worked 4 1/2 years to create this room. The Monarch's bed is crowned by the most intricate woodcarving and covered with richly Embroider draperies.

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    Beautiful chandeliers are seen through out the castle. 

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    The Paintings in the gallery:

    Paintings illustrate the saga of Parsifal. 

    Parsifal meets a knight's family on a crusade on Good Friday. It was the king's wish that this painting be unveiled on Good Friday 1884.  Gahmuret meets Queen Herzeloide who has proclaimed that a tournament be held, the prize for the winner being the crown and her hand in marriage. Gahmuret is victorious and marries Herzeloide. She is Parsifal's future mother. 

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    The kitchen is in a large hall with a vaulted ceiling supported by two massive pillars. A large free standing stove is to be found in the center of the kitchen. A built in basin for fish can be seen under the window. It has a faucet in the form of a swan's head.

     

    Winter or Summer, NEUSCHWANSTEIN, is a great place to visit.

     

    Neuschwanstein
    Across the ocean and above the lands
    Sits a legacy for all curious eyes.
    An ivory castle on a lonely peak
    Where even the clouds bow down
    Beneath its soaring majestic spires.
    It was the dream of one king not long ago
    That flustered the brow of every fair maiden.
    To build for beauty, hold art above war.
    Dismissing tradition and logic for lies
    And following a single dream to lands end.
    He sat on the banks of the river Rhine
    Imagining one original palace after the next.
    Maybe he shopped in the Marienplatz
    For velvet loveseats and porcelain swans
    To adorn the seed of his hearts content.
    But now the king has been gone for years.
    And Bavaria has never quite been the same
    Since the death of Kind Ludwig the mad.
    His castles stand proud and greet the wanderers
    And journeyman, and dreamers and historians alike.
    Though all are rare in craft and dripping in style
    One of his lonely dreams stands above the rest.
    Reaching beyond the Alpine rolling skies
    Coloring heaven with a touch of human royalty.
    A place any Sleeping Beauty would pray to wake.
    It is here, I fell in love again, twice in the time of a year.
    First with the earth, its inhabitants achievements
    And the very nature that hides them in its breast.
    The lakes that capture the suns final rays,
    The heaving mountains with their fancy caps of snow,
    The whispering cow bells carried by the gentle winds
    And the serenity of the painted villages sleeping below.
    The second time was with a young mate
    Who accompanied me to my secret place.
    To cavort once the daily bustles had calmed.
    He fell for the battlements I had loved before
    Understood the treasures I longed to share.
    He carried me up the mountain like a princess
    To her new palace on the night they were wed.
    He kissed me to the whimpering of waterfalls,
    Then watched on as the sun sank to bed.
    Blessed be whoever may fall upon this place
    Tucked into the heart of the Bavarian Alps
    For this is the spot where I proudly left my heart,
    And left Neuschwanstein for widened eyes to behold.


     

        新天鹅堡始建于1869年,位于拜恩州南部小城菲森(Fuessen)近郊群峰中的一个小山峰上,是根据巴伐利亚国王路德维希二世的梦想所设计,并花费了17年时间建造而成的。城堡中洋溢着中世纪的气息,从不同的角度观看,城堡展现出变化无穷的面容。天鹅堡位于慕尼黑西南方约100公里处的山间,是德国著名的罗曼蒂克大道的终点,这似乎也说明,在现实中缔造梦幻,新天鹅堡已经做到了极致。新天鹅堡的创造者——巴伐利亚国王路德维希二世(Ludwig II)非常喜爱歌剧作曲家瓦格纳(Wagner)的作品,新天鹅堡之名便源自瓦格纳歌剧中有关天鹅骑士的故事。新天鹅堡与周围风景融为一体,在四季变迁中呈现出不同的梦幻风貌,宛如山涧中的一颗宝石。难怪人们相信创造这般仙境美景的路德维希二世就是一位天生的艺术家。就连迪斯尼公司也以新天鹅堡为蓝本建造睡美人城堡。

        新天鹅堡内部也处处体现出路德维希对奢华和唯美的追求。仅仅他那张哥特式木雕床,就让十几名木匠花了两年才完成。城堡内许多屋子都用了巴伐利亚蓝装饰,显得雍容华贵。而白天鹅纯洁美丽的优雅形象在堡中到处可见,从柱廊、壁画、帷帐、门把手、浴盆到日常用品的装饰。在路德维希二世的卧室中壁画最为著名,它是以 瓦格纳的歌剧《Tristan & Isolde》为主题而绘制的,故事讲述的是骑士Tristan奉命护送未来王后Isolde前 往国王城堡与亚瑟王完婚,但途中两人深深相爱,虽然国王后来选择原谅,但是二人还是殉情而终。画面锁住了这对生死相恋的男女和不为世俗所容的痴情,不知道 夜夜凝视这番情景的路德维希,心中是何滋味。路德维希高大英俊、气质高雅,但却对周围环绕的女性毫无兴趣,他甚至和奥地利公主Sophie解除婚约,之后终身未娶。但他和茜茜公主一直保持深厚的友谊。有人据此推测,他始终暗恋茜茜公主。

        路德维希二世是艺术的爱好者,他一生受着瓦格纳歌剧的影响,他构想了传说中曾是白雪公主居住的地方。他邀请剧院画家和舞台布置者,而不是建筑师,绘制建筑草图,并以瓦格纳创作的音乐剧《天鹅骑士》为灵感,开始修建新天鹅堡。城堡中还有专门为瓦格纳所建的豪华歌剧演唱厅,舞台布景是格林兄弟的童话故事,可惜瓦格纳在城堡落成前便过世了,但后来瓦格纳的许多歌剧都曾在此上演。

         路德维希二世在心中构思城堡的蓝图时,就已经将城堡和天然景观合而为一。梦幻的气氛、无数的天鹅图画,再加上围绕城堡四周的湖泊,沉沉的湖水,新天鹅堡确实如人间仙境。

    August 01

    ...读博有感...

    我爱着他,却不接近他,
    我想念他,却不拥有,
    我为他痛心疾首,他却一无所知。
    这样地无希望,却又是我内心的希望。
    thinking of u
    还有比这样的爱更加纯粹的爱吗?
    当年柏拉图就认为,爱,是这样不可及,才是最高级的爱,因为无所求,无所欲,远远地爱慕。
    这是我们生命中最大的秘密。
    如果没有了这样的秘密,生命还有什么价值?
    rabbit
     
    December 12

    Today I'm 20

      HaPpY bIrThDaY to myself ! Thank u CCTV,Thank u Channel V,Thank u MTV give me this chance to say something here,now I wanna thanks my mother,my father,and all my indeed friends whom love me more than they do today,and I wanna wish everyone happy,achieve our own goals,in pink health with sunny mood at the each coming day...
      Eventually,I hope that I can make all my dreams come true!
      Naida~my 4ever sister!Thank u 4 give me the happy birthday mail and wish,we'll c each other again I promise u!
      Lesley,thank u 4 give me the first happy birthday sms!
      Jessie,thank u 4 give me the second happy birthday sms!
      Joyce,thank u 4 give me the third happy birthday sms!
      Selina,thank u 4 give me the forth happy birthday sms!
      Helen,thank u 4 give me the happy birthday wish!
      Minnie,my dear netherland-roommate,thank u 4 give me the happy birthday wish!
      Denise,my cute holland-sister,thank u 4 give me the happy birthday card!
      Nikki,my husband~~~thank u 4 give me the happy birthday sms!
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      颖颖~thank u 4 give me thme first happy birthday sms but at wrong time! Yet,I still love u!
      好大丸~thank u 4 give the happy birthday wish this morning!
      欢欢~thank u 4 give me the happy birthday rose! Exciting!
      阿怡~thank u 4 give me the happy birthday wish!
      也也~thank u 4 give me the happy birthday wish!
      活泼可爱的大眼睛~thank u 4 give me the happy birthday sms!
      Others,also thank u,I don't write all ur name here because u don't have msn system or living in dorm so  can't so it,Yet thank u all the same!
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    August 15

    U were my everything...

      This goes out to someone that was,once the most important person in my life,I didn’t realize it at the time,I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so,I don’t really expect you to either,It’s just... I don’t even know    Just listen…
      You’re the one that I want, the one that I need,the one that I gotta have just to succeed,when I first saw you, I knew it was real,I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel.
      That wasn’t me; let me show you the way,I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today,I remember when I first looked into your eyes,It was like God was there, heaven in the skies.
      I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt,but I didn’t know I made everything worse,you told me we were crazy in love,but you didn’t care when push came to shove.
      If you loved me as much as you said you did,then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit,now you pushed me away like you never even knew me,I loved you with my heart, really and truly.

    ~心

      I guess you forgot about the times that we shared,when I would run my fingers through your hair,late nights, just holding you in my arms,I don’t know how I could do you so wrong.
      I really wanna show you I really need to hold you,I really wanna know you like no one could else know you,you’re number one, always in my heart,and now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart.
      I need you and,I miss you and,I want you and,I love you ‘cause,I wanna hold you,I wanna kiss you,you were my everything,and I really miss you.
      I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man,and then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand,the thought of that just shatters my heart,it breaks in my soul and it tears me apart.
      At times we was off I was scared to show you,now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you,without you, everything seems strange,your name is forever planted in my brain.
      Damn it, I’m insane,take away the pain,take away the hurt,baby, we can make it work.
      What about when you looked into my eyes,told me you loved me,as you would hugged me.
      I guess everything you said was a lie,I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes,now I’m not even a thought in your mind,I can see clearly, my love is not blind.
      I need you and,I miss you and,I want you and,I love you ‘cause,I wanna hold you,I wanna kiss you,you were my everything,and I really miss you.
      I just wish everything could have turned out differently,I had a special feeling about you,I thought maybe you did too,you would understand, but…
      No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart,you’ll always be my baby.
      Our first day, it seemed so magical,I remember all the time that I had with you,remember when you first came to my house?You looked like an angel wearing that blouse.
      We hit it off, I knew it was real,but now I can’t take all the pain that I feel,reach in your heart, I know I’m still there,I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care.
      Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?I didn’t think you would ever do me like this,I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed,I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess.

    听海...


      You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
    I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying,now on the inside it feels like I’m dying.
      I need you and,I miss you and,I want you and,I love you ‘cause,I wanna hold you,I wanna kiss you,you were my everything,and I really miss you.
      And I do miss you,I just thought we were meant to be,I guess now, we’ll never know,the only thing I want is for you to be happy,whether it be with me, or without me,I just want you to be happy. 

    可爱哒小羊无助



      
    July 24

    Nothing is worth to be expect...

      Saturday night,maybe I should say almost midnight actually,got no interests on doing anything,just gazing...even forgot when did this way start,the sentence above could be the begining of another words.
      Time abuse,or waste time can be understand easily,I never found a effective mothod to burning my own univers,no matter how important the siginificant of the events is,to me,never,I don't know what does it means and when will it come,do the same things again and again for years...
      Although busy in the study for cet-4 and extra for cet-6,actually empty inside...not only because the 6 is too hard,but also many other things,MY HERO ended,have to wait till next yr,but who can tell me will another contestant better than KIMI or FF???of course not!I'm quite sure about that,i had long time didn't meet a guy who has got so brilliant personality as KIMI,yesterday night i was doing the same thing as u KIKI,fortunately i realized earlier than u,but more depress than u also,i think u can felt my suffering very well.
      Seldom making phone calls with friends,at first I thought when the summer vacation dame,we'd crazy in our mobile phones,just spend each day on computer,boring tv programme,busy study and some gaze...so hollow~~~
      The coming days that i will go to another uni,dammit! again! new atmosphere,new people,new everyday,everything will be new,but for me,there will always be a tiny little place in the buttom of my heart which only can let the most unbelievable memory in,priceless passion we've had,we used to have,that year,that month,now some left,some still stay,some never connect with,why do all this have to be true,we will have our different lives,maybe no more establish contact soon,maybe will bacome passers soon,then meet new passers...
      I always thought i would got depression soon if i kept this way any longer...Turning one eye,great changes have taken,disgusting sentence i know,but that's the first one appeared in my head,how I pray for that day to come,that day which we'll be joined together close as one...When one person left,i lost a part of me,it's still so hard to believe,now i just got half of me,but when all of u left one by one,how much i can retain for myself?
      KIKI~i'm so satisfield that i can meet u and realized we have so much same hobbies,u'll say:of course,u're MIMI,right? For my dear samll head~(sorry,but "small"reminds me a familiar song called"small bird"haha~KIKI u know,i really want to hear it again)u're so cute,u will never say no to me,no matter how unreasonable the events i want to do were...and no one would like u,i'll never forget u help me with my shoes tape on our way to the Bund where we had fantastic memory,I will do all what i can for u,i never found a word can discribe u as i want.For Joyce,hard working nurse,i don't want to explain how normal the suffering u've beared or still put up with in the hospital,the unmeaningful above i've written with sadness,glommy sunday would be its background i'd choose suicide at once!Just can wish all of u good luck...
      It's the time to say goodbye although we still trust we will never say goodbye...are we?
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    July 06

    I'm sorry I love all of u...

        I...keep coldness,that's the safe side to me,I stand in it,so I don't get hurt...so please don't be angry with my decision...I just wanna say no matter how close we used to be,time will always let all of this become zero...always...
    I used to think we all living by now except me,I living by pass,but today I realized that we all have to go ahead,although we never want to...
    best friends
        2006-2007,这两年我像经历了一辈子的精彩一样,但我始终相信,我们中没有任何一人愿意让这些精彩成为昙花一现的焰火,耀眼却消纵即逝...请把目光放远,cause we've promised someone that we will create more mirecals,remember?
        你们是我见过最血性的朋友,衷心祝福你们未来一路走好,会有再聚首的一天,接下来的日子大家的命运都不一样了,虽然一直坚信我们的心永远在一起,是否真的会彼此牵挂呢?我常常想,如果没有认识你们这群人,也许现在会比较开心吧...我不认为世界上还有其他人其他事能让我现在如此难过,只因为要离别,并不是生离死别,却将会成为我们每个人心里的伤口,但愿伤疤还没愈合的时候,就让我死掉吧...我们的回忆太脆弱,经得起时间的考验吗?    
        然而我们必须前行,带着故事和伤口前行...在悲伤时唱首歌...
    绿色生机
        我们前方的路还很长,未来的人生很精彩啊,该是好奇每段路都有陌生人同行,爱或伤害,都欢呼,都是活过的证据啊,而不是让短暂的离别牵绊着我们的脚步,那样终将一事无成,请释怀...
        很多感情努力了很久,却只是个屁,人生有很多不值得的东西,感情亦是如此...请原谅我的冷漠,原谅我的自私,因为我不想受伤...but I have to say I'm sorry I love all of u!I will not make,the same mistakes that you did,I will not let myself,cause my heart so much misery,I will not break,the way you did, you fell so hard,I've learned the hard way,to never let it get that far...Because of you,I never stray too far from the sidewalk,I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt,I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me,because of you I am afraid...I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out,I cannot cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes,I'm forced to fake,a smile, a laugh, every day of my life,my heart can't possibly break,when it wasn't even whole to start with...Because of you,I try my hardest just to forget everything,I don't know how to let anyone else in,I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty...
        Because of you,because of all of u... 
        我翘课来送你们
    love
    June 20

    赛翁失马 焉知非福?

    哀默大于心死 
      Time runs fast,turning one eye,it's more than 1 yr later,but to me,everything just like happened on yesterday,it's time for putting down,all the things just belong to us...
      Now what if I never kiss your lips again,or feel the touch of your sweet embrace.How would I ever go on?Without you there's no place to belong.Well someday love is gonna lead you back to me,but till it does I'll have an empty heart,so I'll just have to believe,somewhere out there you're thinking of me...
      Until the day I let you go,until we say our next hello,It's not goodbye,til I see you again,I'll be right here remembering when,and if time is on our side,there will be no tears to cry on down the road,there is one thing I can't deny,It's not goodbye.
      You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it through,and rise above when the rain falls down,but its so hard to be strong,when you've been missing somebody so long,It's just a matter of time I'm sure,but time takes time and I can't hold on,so want you try as hard as you can,to put my broken heart together again...
        没啥说的了,LET IT BE! BUT I WILL FIGHT AND STRUGGLE FOR WHAT I WANT,CAUSE I AM WHO I AM...
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        范进中举
        感谢我的真心朋友们陪我走过的无数繁华,谢谢SELINA,JESSIE,NIKKI,JOYCE,DANI,JACKIE,SEVEN 以及我的和我爸妈的社会朋友,谢谢港龙,阿姨,舅舅,NIEK,NADIA,DENISE,GLENN!!!
        上次也写过的,今天上来看,不知道为什么文章没了,看来老天也觉得这个世界么么黑,所以想让我知道他与我有同感
        看清世界,看清人心,认清自己需要珍惜的父母间的亲情,友情,憧憬我们向往的爱情,打倒敌人!!!君子报仇,给我2年时间!
         I've deleted some sentences for keep my space clean!so u know all...
    烛光中的蛋糕
    April 03

    Sorry 4 I was being late,but this should be written by yesterday

       一年前的今天,同样的雨天留人的日子,是我们16个海归小分队开始幸福生活的起点,so meaningful to us,all of us...also moved me really a lot,turning one eye,everything has been written into my memory for 1 yr,I was pelased with all these precious moments that u gave me...All I want to say from the bottom of my heart is:I, Michelle, take you, my friend, to be my soulmate.May the Lord do with me and more if anything but death parts you from me till the end of this world...
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        前几天收到Denise的信息,说他们有向下一届接待留学生的寄主家庭说起过很多关于我们的点滴,突然觉得有点难过了,一个月虽然时间甚短,却有万千感慨在我们心头翻涌...一切都还历历在目,故事也还在继续着,只是故事中的我们却不像从前那么鲜活...在这里谢谢风,花,月,春,夏,秋,冬,Twins,Joyce,Selina & Sherry,还要谢谢我们亲爱的荷兰朋友,Thanks for came into my life,I'd very appreciate it...    
    傢
    沙髮
     
        I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so,I should've held on tight I never should've let you go,I didn't know nothing,I was stupid,I was foolish,I was lying to myself.I could not fathom that I would ever
    Be without your love,never imagined I'd be sitting here beside myself,coz I didn't know you,coz I didn't know me,but I thought I knew everything,I never felt...
        The feeling that I'm feeling now,now that I don't hear your voice,or haven't touched or kissed your lips,coz I don't have a choice,or what I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side right here,coz baby:
        When you left I lost a part of me,it's still so hard to believe,come back baby please,coz we belong together.Who else am I gonna lean on?When times get rough,who's gonna talk to me on the phone?Till the sun comes up,who's gonna take your place?There aint nobody there,I can't sleep at night,when you're all on my mind,Bobby Womack's on the radio,singing to me 'If you think you're lonely now',Wait a minute this is too deep, too deep,I gotta change the station,so I turn the dial trying to catch a break,and then I hear Babyface,I only think of you,and it's breaking my heart,I'm trying to keep it together,but I'm falling apart,I'm feeling all out of my element,I'm throwing things,crying,trying to figure out,where the hell I went wrong,the pain reflected in this song,ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside,I need you,need you back in my life...
    love me

    January 25

    I do...

    I,
    Michelle,
    take you,
    my friend,
    in the presence of God,
    I offer you my solemn vow to be your constant soulmate,
    your faithful partner in times of plenty and want, 
    I give you my hand,
    my heart,
    and my love,
    from this day forward for as long as we both shall live,
    in sickness and in health,
    in joy and in sorrow,
    in failure and triumph,
    I eagerly anticipate the chance to grow with you throughout the seasons of life,
    regardless of the obstacles we may face together,
    I promise to love you unconditionally more each day than I did the days before,
    to support you in your goals,
    to honor and respect you,
    to laugh with you and cry with you,
    to cherish you care and protect you,
    to comfort you and encourage you,
    I will be yours and stay with you for all eternity.
    Entreat me not to leave you,
    or to return from following after you,
    For where you go I will go,
    and where you stay I will stay.
    Your people will be my people,
    and your God will be my God.
    And where you die,
    I will die and there I will be buried.
    May the Lord do with me and more if anything but death parts you from me
    till the end of this world... 
     
    Happy Friends day which just belongs to us!!!
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    To Qin ai de:(V)
      Waking again,don't know why,it's far too still tonight round my bed shadows fall...
      Thinking of you,where you are ,and how it got this far wondering when you might call...
      Tired and so alone,i ignore the tv drone ,every heart beat turns toward the telephone...
      You're in my mind,in my dreams,i'm cursed or so it seems don't know where to take flight,always the same old doubt and it turns me inside out,it's so hard to walk away try as i might ...
      Painting in shades of grey sifting through the disarray,can i find enough of me to make you stay?Because i'm broken inside pieces of me, intense and obscene.Forced not to show the things that i know,all of the flaws i keep unseen,I turn to you,what else can i do?Hoping to find a way to see through,A break in sky,to get through the night discover the peace i wish i knew,But you,you turn the tide wash over me, come set me free,I won't question why or try to disguise all of the things you mean to me,I'll trust in you,what else can i do?I can't deny something so true .Look at me now,wondering how i'll keep the peace i found with you...
     
    January 20

    Tonight...was special...

    Tonight...sorry,maybe I should say this early morning actually,I was so happy for heard from you,Qin ai de...and also happy for let you see me,although that was not the best side of me,even a little bit terrible like my terrible room and only you can see me but I can't see you from the pc camera,I felt so weel...talking with you is really relax,cause you are the one who that I can show every side of my...

    Now I can say:everything has been work by on it's own way,will be fine,without anymore sadness...

    Thanks for came into my life... Thanks god there is a YOU used to be my Qin ai de like this...

    I'm appreciate him as I can...

    December 25

    Merry X'mas~~~

        This X'mas was so meaningful to us,because we have each others and the person who stay in our hearts 4ever celebrated together,The X'mas of 2006 is the most unique I've ever had before...We can also have a special New Year's day next week,haha~~~

    Thank you Joyce,Jessie & Lesley!!!Thanks for all the greatest things you've given me during this whole year,thanks all my friends!!!I love you all 4ever~~~

    We are 4ever Orange Girl Army!!!  

    When we were stand in the chruch,I knew so clearly we felt really a lot,just like we are come back to that place again,our dreamland...Many people were there,but in my eyes,just we 4!!!At least tonight,we are the whole world!!!

    4ever love...4ever dream...

     

    In my heart,I can no longer hold inside,all of the emtion I used to have want to tell all of you,my friends!!!So sad but true,since that day,something in our hearts which is really important had been pulls out spatially by the cure truth,but since tonight I realized if there is one day I have nothing,but I will never lose all of you,my parents are the biggest tresure & you are the most precious gift from heaven...

     All these precious moments,with you by my side,must be the gift from heaven,that holding infinity in the palm of your hand,and eternity in an hour...

    The net weight of the love that I respond to you is 21gram.There is a legend in the western countries said,After die,a person will lose 21 gram weight immediately,that's the weight of soul...

    Merry X'mas to you!!!

    December 03

    The day you went away,4ever away from my life...

    Qin ai de:

        Yesterday night I can't fall asleep till very very late,cause I know that after today maybe we will never see each others again,so so so sad about that,but I think all these precious moments we were together will be the treasure for us during whole life,all the things in my mind are you,your smile and your pure eyes,I will never forget the beautiful memory we have had,my heart will go on with you,always stand by your side support you 4ever,i will right here waiting for you come back no matter how long the time goes...

        I love you but I'm afraid to say,I'm afraid if I said I would die,I don't care I would die,I'm afraid if I dead,no one will love you like this as me...

        The longest distance in this world is not the way between sky and ground,is when I stand in front of you but you can't feel how deep I love you...
     
        I know it's too late to say anything,I felt really painful inside,now I know should to treasure you when I lose you,that's the 4ever regret for me,if all the false comes again by the right way,will the sad end be changed?
     
        I don't know how I found you I'm thankful that I have,now that I have a love so true,to hold,to keep,to share.In my heart I can no longer hold inside all of the love I used to hide,I'll always be with you until the very end,in this world,there is no place I'd rather be,you're my life,my soul,my boy,and through it all,I know that you've come to see that,you're the one till end for me.All my friends around me say you'd be gone too soon,I'm gonna make them see we've found our way back home...
     
        I really don't wanna lose you this quick,finally I reminded you became the recollection of me,has no words to explain when others ask,writting a melody with out ending,also is unable to continue again,like some knids of breath ambushing in the street corner,when I across without intention,the smiling and tearing we have had act again,I can't to constrain painful in my heart,cause I never forget all these details,loved you,so much things didn't tell you in time,I give up to forget our joyful past,please don't wake me up from this beautiful dream,can't stop to loving you,please don't leave me liefste...
     
        Well I wonder could it be,when I was dreaming about you baby,you were dreaming of me,call me crazy,call me blind,to still be suffering is stupid after all of this time...
     
        Did I lose my love to something better?and does it love you like I do?I do, you know I really really do...Well hey,so much I need to say,been lonely since the day,the day you went away.So sad but true,for me there's only you,been crying since the day,the day you went away...
     
        I watched you go,takin' my heart with you,I remember date and time,December three first Sunday twenty five after eleven,in the airport with your suitcases,no longer shouting at each other,there were tears on our faces,and we were letting go of something special,something we'll never have again,I know, I guess I really really know...
     
        Why do we never know what we've got till it's gone?How could I carry on the day you went away?Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say...
     
        I can't forget that evening and your face,when you were leaving,I guess that's just the way the story goes.You always smile,but in your eyes your sorrow shows,I can't forget today,I think about my sorrow,I had you there, then I let you go,and now it only fair that I should let you know,what you should know,I can't live if living is without you,I can't give anymore to anyone else but you.
        I could do everything if you would stay with me,I ignore anything except you,all I want is to hold you in my arms,to promise you my love,to tell you from my heart,you are my everything and all my thinking of...
     
        For all this time,I've been lovin' you,can you feel me?And ever since the day you left me here alone,I've been trying to find the reason why,cos I don't want this love to ever end.I swear if you come back in my life,I'll be there till the end of time and I'll keep you right by my side,cos baby you're the one I want...

     
        Have you wondered how it feels when it's all over?Never knowing where you're going when you face a brand new day,it used to be that way,now I just close my eyes and say,I just wanna breath again,learn to face the joy and pain,discover how to laugh a little,cry a little.live a little more.Maybe I didn't know how to show it,maybe i didn't know how to say,this time I won't disguise,then we can build our lives and we can be as one.I just wanna face today,forget about the worth of yesterday,maybe if I hope a little,try a little more,I'll breath again.Starting out again is never easy,disappointment come and go but life still moves on with a little bit of luck,it's a brand new start that might just work on my way,no need to walk away.don't want to live on life replay,Everything can works fine if I found the courage to look past the night,to see the break of dawn...
     
        Today is the day you went away,maybe 4ever away from my life,but I swear in the bottom of my heart,there will always be a room for you,just for you,because you have already tatoo"OWN BY Niek"on that door...Remember,there will always be a Chinese girl who you loved before waiting for you till she dies,and after she dead,her soul will continue the love she wants to give you,4ever...4ever...because she used to treat you as her soulmate... 
     
    ***
    Love
    Michelle 
    November 27

    Happy 20 years Birthday,Honey!!!

    Happy birthday
    I said to you
    To hold you in my arms
    To promise you my love
    To tell you from my heart
    You are all my thinking of...
    November 14

    Only 2 weeks left

       Liefest,now I have to say that something which hurt us strongly has already happened between us,I don't know what it is,just can feel our distance is getting father and father because of this,why will we be like that?I thought we will be beautiful legend,but now everything goes around out of my thought,why?that's why?I know I was wrong when I didn't respond your kiss in the airport,were we started to getting indifferent from that day?I'm so regret now because of it,and if the time could go back,I would...but everything happened these days has been a big hole inside my heart.

      When I felt sorry to you,I have wrote that article for you,however I know you  don't see it till now even I have told you about it,when I finally has made this decision and even don't care the result will be,so long as you also same affirmation,I would like to go everywhere in the world with you,I always review to convinces myself,just afraid you will say give up suddenly,all the things I've done is for you,don't you feel?You ask me do I love you,don't you know the answer?From at first to finally,must walk to the terminus of the time,waiting for invariably,If my capricious hurted you strongly and carefully,can you remind me gently,I'm so anxious afraid to lose you.

    Now I just wanna to hold you in my arms,to promise you my love,to tell you from my heart,you are all I’m thinking of,no matter the people crowd I’m still able to feel you,which the thing in my heart is your heart.

    Still unbelievable,you are here,beside me,why I feel you are far away from me,and when you were in Holland,our hearts get together?why?

    The farest distance is not the way between sky and ground,is when I stand in front of you,you still can not feel I love you...

    November 05

    Our beautiful story started again since now...

        Today is the most special day to me during this half year since I came back from my second hometown:Holland.
        Everyone is so high till now cause we really have such a long time no see each others,our passion spread out when we saw all of you came out of the exit in the airport,I'm sure that we can become a legend,and all of us will never forget this whole lifetime,our beautiful story started again since now!!!
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    To my Mr.right:
        Everyone can see that you still love me like before and without any cover up,they say I'm the most happiness one because of your love,of course I can also feel that,really so happy about this,and I have to say from the bottom of my heart:you are the very first man I say"I love you",although I have some boys before,but to you,I'm absolutely  100%,my love to you is much more than I have showed to you,now I'm sure I love you very very much,this is the most special feeling I've never had before,you are important to me,very important,I can not live without you,just like you told me today:you are special to me.I think you also,now you are the most unique one with your outstanding charm to me,at least to me.
        I'm so sorry that I responded your passion with a little shy,cold and indifferent,I'm really so sorry about that, the main reason maybe is we haven't see each other for a long time,so I can't show my love to you in front of everyone,but I have already adjusted now,I will show you how deep I love you everyday,every hour,every minute,every second...day and night...
        Not only one of Chinese girl of the 16 give us best wishes,but also some of yours 10,I'm so glad about they can wish us since this April to now and future,I will never let them disappoint with our actions.
        I'm sure we can have a beautiful future and will become a dramatic legend...Let us fight and struggle for our oversea love...
        Come on!Never say goodbye and never give up!!!
    November 04

    Right here waitting...

    Oceans apart day after day
    And I slowly go insane
    I hear your voice on the line
    But it doesn't stop the pain

    If I see you next to never
    How can we say forever

    Wherever you go
    Whatever you do
    I will be right here waiting for you
    Whatever it takes
    Or how my heart breaks
    I will be right here waiting for you...

    I took for granted, all the times
    That I thought would last somehow
    I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
    But I can't get near you now

    Oh, can't you see it baby
    You've got me goin' crazy

    Wherever you go
    Whatever you do
    I will be right here waiting for you
    Whatever it takes
    Or how my heart breaks
    I will be right here waiting for you

    I wonder how we can survive
    This romance
    But in the end if I'm with you
    I'll take the chance

    Wherever you go
    Whatever you do
    I will be right here waiting for you
    Whatever it takes
    Or how my heart breaks
    I will be right here waiting for you
    Waiting for you