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August 01 ...读博有感...我爱着他,却不接近他,
我想念他,却不拥有,
我为他痛心疾首,他却一无所知。
这样地无希望,却又是我内心的希望。
还有比这样的爱更加纯粹的爱吗?
当年柏拉图就认为,爱,是这样不可及,才是最高级的爱,因为无所求,无所欲,远远地爱慕。
这是我们生命中最大的秘密。
如果没有了这样的秘密,生命还有什么价值?
August 15 U were my everything... This goes out to someone that was,once the most important person in my life,I didn’t realize it at the time,I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so,I don’t really expect you to either,It’s just... I don’t even know Just listen…
You’re the one that I want, the one that I need,the one that I gotta have just to succeed,when I first saw you, I knew it was real,I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel. That wasn’t me; let me show you the way,I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today,I remember when I first looked into your eyes,It was like God was there, heaven in the skies. I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt,but I didn’t know I made everything worse,you told me we were crazy in love,but you didn’t care when push came to shove. If you loved me as much as you said you did,then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit,now you pushed me away like you never even knew me,I loved you with my heart, really and truly. I guess you forgot about the times that we shared,when I would run my fingers through your hair,late nights, just holding you in my arms,I don’t know how I could do you so wrong. July 06 I'm sorry I love all of u... I...keep coldness,that's the safe side to me,I stand in it,so I don't get hurt...so please don't be angry with my decision...I just wanna say no matter how close we used to be,time will always let all of this become zero...always...
I used to think we all living by now except me,I living by pass,but today I realized that we all have to go ahead,although we never want to...
2006-2007,这两年我像经历了一辈子的精彩一样,但我始终相信,我们中没有任何一人愿意让这些精彩成为昙花一现的焰火,耀眼却消纵即逝...请把目光放远,cause we've promised someone that we will create more mirecals,remember?
你们是我见过最血性的朋友,衷心祝福你们未来一路走好,会有再聚首的一天,接下来的日子大家的命运都不一样了,虽然一直坚信我们的心永远在一起,是否真的会彼此牵挂呢?我常常想,如果没有认识你们这群人,也许现在会比较开心吧...我不认为世界上还有其他人其他事能让我现在如此难过,只因为要离别,并不是生离死别,却将会成为我们每个人心里的伤口,但愿伤疤还没愈合的时候,就让我死掉吧...我们的回忆太脆弱,经得起时间的考验吗?
然而我们必须前行,带着故事和伤口前行...在悲伤时唱首歌...
我们前方的路还很长,未来的人生很精彩啊,该是好奇每段路都有陌生人同行,爱或伤害,都欢呼,都是活过的证据啊,而不是让短暂的离别牵绊着我们的脚步,那样终将一事无成,请释怀...
很多感情努力了很久,却只是个屁,人生有很多不值得的东西,感情亦是如此...请原谅我的冷漠,原谅我的自私,因为我不想受伤...but I have to say I'm sorry I love all of u!I will not make,the same mistakes that you did,I will not let myself,cause my heart so much misery,I will not break,the way you did, you fell so hard,I've learned the hard way,to never let it get that far...Because of you,I never stray too far from the sidewalk,I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt,I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me,because of you I am afraid...I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out,I cannot cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes,I'm forced to fake,a smile, a laugh, every day of my life,my heart can't possibly break,when it wasn't even whole to start with...Because of you,I try my hardest just to forget everything,I don't know how to let anyone else in,I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty...
Because of you,because of all of u... 我翘课来送你们
![]() ![]() April 03 Sorry 4 I was being late,but this should be written by yesterday 一年前的今天,同样的雨天留人的日子,是我们16个海归小分队开始幸福生活的起点,so meaningful to us,all of us...also moved me really a lot,turning one eye,everything has been written into my memory for 1 yr,I was pelased with all these precious moments that u gave me...All I want to say from the bottom of my heart is:I, Michelle, take you, my friend, to be my soulmate.May the Lord do with me and more if anything but death parts you from me till the end of this world...
前几天收到Denise的信息,说他们有向下一届接待留学生的寄主家庭说起过很多关于我们的点滴,突然觉得有点难过了,一个月虽然时间甚短,却有万千感慨在我们心头翻涌...一切都还历历在目,故事也还在继续着,只是故事中的我们却不像从前那么鲜活...在这里谢谢风,花,月,春,夏,秋,冬,Twins,Joyce,Selina & Sherry,还要谢谢我们亲爱的荷兰朋友,Thanks for came into my life,I'd very appreciate it...
I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so,I should've held on tight I never should've let you go,I didn't know nothing,I was stupid,I was foolish,I was lying to myself.I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love,never imagined I'd be sitting here beside myself,coz I didn't know you,coz I didn't know me,but I thought I knew everything,I never felt... The feeling that I'm feeling now,now that I don't hear your voice,or haven't touched or kissed your lips,coz I don't have a choice,or what I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side right here,coz baby: When you left I lost a part of me,it's still so hard to believe,come back baby please,coz we belong together.Who else am I gonna lean on?When times get rough,who's gonna talk to me on the phone?Till the sun comes up,who's gonna take your place?There aint nobody there,I can't sleep at night,when you're all on my mind,Bobby Womack's on the radio,singing to me 'If you think you're lonely now',Wait a minute this is too deep, too deep,I gotta change the station,so I turn the dial trying to catch a break,and then I hear Babyface,I only think of you,and it's breaking my heart,I'm trying to keep it together,but I'm falling apart,I'm feeling all out of my element,I'm throwing things,crying,trying to figure out,where the hell I went wrong,the pain reflected in this song,ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside,I need you,need you back in my life... January 25 I do...I,
Michelle,
take you,
my friend,
in the presence of God,
I offer you my solemn vow to be your constant soulmate,
your faithful partner in times of plenty and want,
I give you my hand,
my heart,
and my love,
from this day forward for as long as we both shall live,
in sickness and in health,
in joy and in sorrow,
in failure and triumph,
I eagerly anticipate the chance to grow with you throughout the seasons of life,
regardless of the obstacles we may face together,
I promise to love you unconditionally more each day than I did the days before,
to support you in your goals,
to honor and respect you,
to laugh with you and cry with you,
to cherish you care and protect you,
to comfort you and encourage you,
I will be yours and stay with you for all eternity.
Entreat me not to leave you,
or to return from following after you,
For where you go I will go,
and where you stay I will stay.
Your people will be my people,
and your God will be my God.
And where you die,
I will die and there I will be buried.
May the Lord do with me and more if anything but death parts you from me
till the end of this world... ![]() Happy Friends day which just belongs to us!!!
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To Qin ai de:(V)
Waking again,don't know why,it's far too still tonight round my bed shadows fall...
Thinking of you,where you are ,and how it got this far wondering when you might call...
Tired and so alone,i ignore the tv drone ,every heart beat turns toward the telephone...
You're in my mind,in my dreams,i'm cursed or so it seems don't know where to take flight,always the same old doubt and it turns me inside out,it's so hard to walk away try as i might ...
Painting in shades of grey sifting through the disarray,can i find enough of me to make you stay?Because i'm broken inside pieces of me, intense and obscene.Forced not to show the things that i know,all of the flaws i keep unseen,I turn to you,what else can i do?Hoping to find a way to see through,A break in sky,to get through the night discover the peace i wish i knew,But you,you turn the tide wash over me, come set me free,I won't question why or try to disguise all of the things you mean to me,I'll trust in you,what else can i do?I can't deny something so true .Look at me now,wondering how i'll keep the peace i found with you... November 27 Happy 20 years Birthday,Honey!!!Happy birthday
I said to you
To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from my heart
You are all my thinking of... November 05 Our beautiful story started again since now... Today is the most special day to me during this half year since I came back from my second hometown:Holland.
Everyone is so high till now cause we really have such a long time no see each others,our passion spread out when we saw all of you came out of the exit in the airport,I'm sure that we can become a legend,and all of us will never forget this whole lifetime,our beautiful story started again since now!!!
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To my Mr.right:
Everyone can see that you still love me like before and without any cover up,they say I'm the most happiness one because of your love,of course I can also feel that,really so happy about this,and I have to say from the bottom of my heart:you are the very first man I say"I love you",although I have some boys before,but to you,I'm absolutely 100%,my love to you is much more than I have showed to you,now I'm sure I love you very very much,this is the most special feeling I've never had before,you are important to me,very important,I can not live without you,just like you told me today:you are special to me.I think you also,now you are the most unique one with your outstanding charm to me,at least to me.
I'm so sorry that I responded your passion with a little shy,cold and indifferent,I'm really so sorry about that, the main reason maybe is we haven't see each other for a long time,so I can't show my love to you in front of everyone,but I have already adjusted now,I will show you how deep I love you everyday,every hour,every minute,every second...day and night...
Not only one of Chinese girl of the 16 give us best wishes,but also some of yours 10,I'm so glad about they can wish us since this April to now and future,I will never let them disappoint with our actions.
I'm sure we can have a beautiful future and will become a dramatic legend...Let us fight and struggle for our oversea love...
Come on!Never say goodbye and never give up!!! July 24 巫迪天下之超有感觉迪文版<<红日>>命运就算颠沛流离 命运就算曲折离奇 命运就算恐吓着你做人没趣味 别流泪心酸更不应舍弃 我愿能一生永远陪伴你 一生之中兜兜转转哪会看清楚 彷徨时我也试过独坐一角象是没协助 在某年那幼小的我 跌倒过几多几多落泪在雨夜滂沱 一生之中弯弯曲曲我也要走过 从何时有你有你伴我给我热烈的拍和 像红日之火燃点真的我 结伴行千山也定能踏过 让晚风轻轻吹过 伴送着清幽花香像是在祝福你我 让晚星轻轻闪过 闪出你每个希冀如浪花 快要沾湿我 哦....... |
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